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THE JOURNEY
of how far we came, in words of mine.

It was all in His plans for me to study in Sydney. Now that I'm here, it's up to me to shine His light.

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FLY AWAY TO SYD
on the journey to Sydney.

4 years in Sydney is an awefully long time.
Catch me before I fly away, cause I'm having the time of my life.
Friends come and go, but the close ones never part irregardless of the distance.


Saturday, May 16, 2009
02:50

It seemed as though not so long ago (more than a year), I prayed to You to soften my heart and let me feel. Looking back, my heart ached several times during this journey but never a breakthrough. Just when I've forgotten about it, something hurt so bad that it broke my heart. And I cried for the first time.

If this is a breakthrough, then why pain? Where is the joyous component of in it?

Instead of running away from You, I gave myself completely. I got involved in church regularly, I attended Connect Group without fail every fortnight. Perhaps the only glitch is that I skipped Sunday service when I was really tired or busy. Yet, why does it seem as though I'm drifting away? After that one time, it feels as though my life has numbed up yet again.

Sleepless nights are my indication of reality, that I've yet to recover from it all.

I'm running aimlessly, distracted constantly, albeit by my 21st.
Only that I know my situation better.

Oh sleepless nights, will you stay away from me?